I will never forget 9-11.
My parents remembered The Great Depression and WWII as defining moments. We both remember the John and Robert Kennedy and Martin Luther King assasinations. I remember Vietnam and 9-11 and Mass Shootings more.
We think of animals as "wild" and sometimes "cruel". They are just trying to survive. We are the wild ones. We don't do things like that for survival. We do them because some of us are afraid, scared, cruel, uncaring, and fanatical.
We humans are sometimes inspired creators of beauty, invention, creative thought, and civilization. Discoverers of mysteries of the universe. So far as I know, no other living creature has ever looked at the stars and wondered what they were or deliberately took action to find out. No other animal has ever contemplated its own death or what happens afterwards.
Only we. And yet we kill each other not for food. We cause pain for no purpose. We commit mayhem, destruction, and death to our own kind. We create the 4 Horsemen Of The Apocolypse in our own image because they are US...
Too many of us think "it's not the Earth the meek inherit, its the dirt".
* Way too often, we don't value those who just live peacefully; we admire those who command others and take without helping.
In the past 2 decades, we have seen the rise of hate-filled people finding each other (when once they were isolated and feeling alone) organizing themselves via the internet. Mass murders are becoming common, as individuals are encouraged by each other to commit mayhem.
As an even minor matter, flash mobs are increasing. Lately, people driving ATV have started to swarm areas of some cities, terrorize pedestrians and car drivers and then suddenly disappear along paths where police cars cannot follow.
Does that remind you of A Clockwork Orange"?
I'm not saying this is new. And I don't want to say society is falling apart or that the newest generation is evil. The ancient Greeks even complained about that.
What I'm saying is that we need to reorganize our society to provide more early intervention and therapy rather than just build more prisons and punish those different from we more peaceful types. I think there are usually causes for hate. And if those are addressed, the later problems won't occur as often.
* One of the most perfect songs ever written about unethical attitude was "The 7 Deadly Virtues" sung by Mordred in 'Camelot'.
"The seven deadly virtues, those ghastly little traps
Oh no, my liege, they were not meant for me
Those seven deadly virtues were made for other chaps
Who love a life of failure and ennui
Take courage-now there's a sport
An invitation to the state of rigor mort
And purity-a noble yen
And very restful every now and then
I find humility means to be hurt
It's not the earth the meek inherit, it's the dirt
Honesty is fatal, it should be taboo
Diligence-a fate I would hate
If charity means giving, I give it to you
And fidelity is only for your mate
You'll never find a virtue unstatusing my quo or making my Beelzebubble burst
Let others take the high road, I will take the low
I cannot wait to rush in where angels fear to go
With all those seven deadly virtues free and happy little me has not been cursed"
I have to add more. I was sitting at the computer today and listening to the radio and they mentioned the exact time the 3rd plane hit the Pentagon. I worked sort of near there.
I felt a thump up through our solid building. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I understood after. We were all focussed on the World Trade Centers at the time. Part of our office was "Emergency Management", so we had several TVs around. We were watching the towers fall in disbelief.
I don't recall the timeline of events all that well now. We were just shocked and stunned. I could know better even just re-reading the posts from the time, but that not the point.
I was and still now so angry that anyone could do such things.
My day went something like this (and if I have some events out of place, forgive me):
1. Hey (Division Director) a plane just crashed into one of the Towers in NYC.
2. OMG, a 2nd one hit (dawning awareness).
3. I feel a thump through the building.
4. Smoke on the horizon.
5. The first Tower falls in real time.
6. We realize the Pentagon has been hit.
7. The second tower falls. Many in the conference room think it is a replay but I shout "its the other one".
8. We are all just stunned. Thought the first was a horrible accident. It all seems incomprehensible.
9. It all starts to sink in.
10. All employees are dismissed. "Leave now"!
11. My office is on the top floor. We have some roof access. We see smoke from the Pentagon.
12. The streets are clogged. No one is moving. I tell my carpool, we aren't leaving. We are only a couple blocks away from The White House, but this old building is all stone. We are safer her until the streets clear.
13. We hear about a 4th plane coming for DC. Most remaining people head to the basement. I stand on the roof watching. We aren't the target. If it hits us, I want to watch. OK, I 'm crazy. But I wanted to see.
14. That plane went down in Pennsylvania the radio says. We don't know why.
15. I watch fighter planes circling around DC.
16. The streets are clearing. I tell the carpool we can leave. I'm the driver that day.
17. Some roads are blocked. I end up up on an unfamiliar path, but finally recognize a road, The roads there are completely empty.
18. My whole carpool is crying. So am I. I use nearly a whole box of tissues keeping my vision "sort of' clear. The roads are empty though...
I don't recall much the next couple of days. I don't even remember if I went to work the next day. That doesn't matter.
What matters is that I developed a hate of the specific people who did that and I will not let it go.
"Never forgive, never forget".
